Hey guys...

I'm really confused.

Okay so remember fake kai? Well I told you guys before that i would always find him staring at me. He is now in my social class. So even now i notice that he stares at me and idk when i started this but in the middle of the class i would find myself looking at him. When ever someone would make a joke and everyones laughing i would look at him to see his reaction or when i'm talking with friends sometimes i would glance at him, and the weird thing is mostly hes looking back at me. We make eye contact and then i look away. Omg you guys dont know how many times we have done that..

Anyways yeah...and today we wrote a quiz and idk HOW but he got my test to mark out of like 40 peoplpe? And it was random? WOW

But yeah I saw him looking my way again while we were marking the quizes and his 'friend' the guy who sits beside him, yeah i got his quiz so when the teacher told us to give the quiz to the owner i walked there and he was coming my way and then hes like "you're ________ right: And I'm like "yeah" (he knows my name cuz well we were classmates before too and when ever the teacher does attendence and call me name he looks at me) and i took the quiz and when i walked away i notice my heart was beating million times faster...

I DONT KNOW WHATS GOING ON!

Sometimes I would stare at him when he isnt looking my way and think hes kinda cute and wish he would smile more often...but AHH IDK!!

The only times my heart would beat like that was when i liked nhan but idk. I dont think i like him but i have noticed that these days i'm thinking a lot about fake kai....