There's something I've been thinking about for a while...and since last night, when I reconnected with a friend, I've been thinking about it even more.

I have this friend who is really one of the sweetest people you could ever meet.  She's one of my favorite people but to her I'm just 'one of those people she met in KAT-TUN fandom' or something like that...at one point I considered us practically sisters, although that was one-sided I guess but OMG RABBIT TRAIL, THAT'S TOTALLY NOT THE POINT. XD  *ahem*  Where was I?

Anyway, this girl, she's one of my biggest role-models as far as personality goes.  She really inspires me.  And when I say role model, I mean that everything about her, the way she lets things roll off her back like water droplets off a duck, the way she interacts with everyone she meets, the way she treats everyone as if they're precious to her and really makes them feel loved...the way she is always there for you when you need her, and she'll never let you down (unless you're a stupid silly person like I was last fall, but again, not the point! XD), the way she leaves an impact on your life just with the simplest things...

This is who I want to be.  I want to be someone like this.

And she doesn't judge...and she tells you when something is wrong...and she helps you when you go to her with a problem that doesn't involve her, even when you haven't spoken to her in a month...

And after I talk to her, I'm always in a fluffy mood, and honestly that's how my newest fic resulted, because I was talking to her and she made me feel like writing fluff.

She really inspires me, and makes me want to be a better person.

This is who I want to be, and I'm going to reach for it.  I'm gonna make it happen.

♥