i cant anymore...i have no strenght anymore...i cant breath anymore...and im.tired of crying everyday for 5 hours...my love...i miss you...but why i say this in a blog?! cause its like a therapie for me to let out my feels....maybe allah wanted me to be alone human...maybe he took my happiness away so i am alone forever...i dont blame my god...i blame my sillyness...i hope i can get my happiness back again...