I lost so many....nooshie...nas...mahsa...basma...

What did i do wrong was the question by me...

But i found the answer to it...

I gave them only anger, cryings, sadnesses, pains....

I could never make them happy...

Yes...im annoying...i know that...

But maybe i shouldnt even get into this cyber world?! 

Umma shouldnt show me suju so i wouldnt come to aff...

Why i make persons to hate me and leave me?!

cause i only give them sadness and pain...

I need a time machine...but the time cant be twisted back....

Its over...i lost them amd maybe get them never back...

so dangerous can be love...u love but u cant show it enough and in the end u loose them...

Its only my fault...only...

I hurtd aprilia a lot more than she hurted me...

i hurt everyone...why im so cruel?! 

i cant find the answer to this question...

why im so cruel? why i never can keep something forever?! why i always lose them?

Allah choosed this as my life...so i cant do anything but accept it and hide tears right?!

Im so sorry again...i know nothing will change...but im sorry everyone...for my behaviour...my act...my cruelness..im sorry....*bow*