Just yesterday
My bestfriend's Mom invited us to a SUPPOSEDLY family night out. I don't know what her intention is. I really don't know whether it is a good thing or bad thing that we agreed to this night out. I only have two reasons why I am going to attend this: 1) I'm here for my bestfriend and 2) Her mom invited us.
It just really bothers me a lot since her mom really hates us (or atleast me OR J DONT KNOW!!) It is REALLY crippling thru my mind.
I have this hunch that it's either she will severely put us on shame or befriend us with out exbestfriend (She's my bestfriend's sister, anyway.)
We're on our way to the venue with her dad (whom we really love.) and I just can't stop thinking about some possibilities. I can't help but think about what her plan is if there really is. I doubt it though. I don't know. I'm starting to doubt myself and my hunches. Just... i don't know anymore!
Let's just see what is going to happen...
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As much as I want to go home.. We just can't. I mean, it's the big brother's birthday. Oh yeah, nothing has happened... Yet. I am still scared as hell as I was hours ago. Our car almost crashed and we were stuked for like.. 30 minutes? I didn't know what to do an Papsy's first daughter have gone mad. I don't wanna talk about it.
They shot their family picture just now..and it was horrible. Dad's not included in the picture, our exbestfriend (which is my bedtfriend's sister) seemed like not interested with the picture. All that I can see is a family with a fake smile and ruined bond. It hurts to see them like that.. Yes. Technically, they're still together (I mean their parents)...but it's just... I don't know!!! All that I know is that there's more inside their family.
So far... There hasn't been much of interaction or smth. All that has happened is she rolled her eyes as I talk about Infinite (lol, I didn't look at her. I swear. There are mirrors everywhere...)
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Dinner's done. I relieved that nothing happened... But we still have tomorrow. We still have another schedule with them. I am kinda relieved that a schedule is done but kinda heavy because of the same sched tomorrow.
The dinner was kinda cozy. Except for the fact that I am uncomfortable with their cousin: Macmac. It bothers me that I can see him looking at me whenever I look around. I admit that I looked at him for awhile and I cannot hide the fact that he's quiet kawaii and gakoi at the same time. But I don't like him (Let's not jump into conclusions.).
It annoys me to hear her talk and it seems like she's changed.. In a bad way. I really tried getting rid of her off my eyesight but there are mirrors every where I go.
I don't wanna write more about yesterday... ._.
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