I seriously am jumping up and down like the Energizer Bunny right now. I can't even. I just can't even begin to tell you. My insides are flipping, my head is reeling, my face is burning, my heart is leaping with joy!

Ok, so it goes like this. I had karate tonight, right? Taylor was going to be there. Let it be known that I thought he more than likely hated me since I dropped the b-bomb on him on Friday after school out of nowhere. Just like, literally. I was just like, "I thought of a nickname for you, but you don't have to use it if you don't want it." and he asked me, "What is it?" to which I responded with, "Boyfriend." and then I turned and ran off like a chicken with its head cut off. *facepalms* Oi, wae me...

So I thought I just had completely run him off by doing so, right? We're in class tonight. Lucky me, I get stuck with him in the same group while working on kicking the big hanging bags. *dying over here* Afterwards, I had to talk to my friend about something she invited me to do on Saturday. That allowed me to stall for Taylor. So alot of people have left by now. Taylor and I are walking to where I was parked, to which he was parked like 2 spaces down. He asked me if I wanted to sit down with him in the car and talk with him, so I did.

And I brought it up. I told him he probably thought I was stupid for dropping what I did on him on Friday. But alas. He told me he just doesn't want to rush into a relationship since his last went too fast and that's what led to their break-up (but come on, it's nearing almost a year now -_- ah well. I'm still happy with what I've got). So that was relief in and of itself. And then we held hands and such and talked about things. I leaned against him like I have been doing recently, we talked some more, held hands :) And then. Ho ho, and then. The hug. The coveted hug. The hug that always makes me happy. Thought it was going to be an average hug.

Nope.

Eskimo kisses. At least that's what my mother used to call them. Where you rub your noses against your lover's. We made that happen. Not to mention, we were both so close to each other. Grahhhhhhhh. And then,

*peck!*

Placed one right on the edge of his lips. Not on them, but right next to it. Oh hey nao, he leaned in and then we locked lips ;)

*blows through the roof*

That's not even it though! We were holding hands at one point too and I was leaning against him. I noticed he was breathing a little heavy and shakily and I couod hear his heartbeat. So I asked him, "Are you nervous or something?" and he said he was. It wasn't until I pulled back, when he told me that he was nervous and he said something that I forgot now which made me say, "What?" His repsonse.

"My lower part got happy."

OH. MY. SHISUS. I GAVE HIM A ****ING ????

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How much blush can fit on one person's face, hm? Because I think I hold enough for maybe half a continent. Just. WHAAAAAAAAAAAT. Jesus, how did this all happen? All of this. I'm so red and my face burns and there were mini fireworks after we kissed (oh hey, we kissed 4 times too hehehe >:]). Just LORDDDDDDDD HELP MEH. I won't be able to sleep now. I'm gonna look awful tomorrow and tank my history test. Ha. Aw well. All worth it ;)