The first time a Kpop star came out that was younger that I heard about was, well, Maru from C Clown.. I was like, "OMFG I AM FINALLY OLDER THAN SOMEONE!" 

But I never got into them.

And now, there have been a few more guys who are younger than me, or are the same age as me. BUT I CAN'T like them. I feel like, even if they're only months younger than me (or even a few months Older than me), that they're too young. Or I'm just not attracted to them at all. 

This isn't only for guys, actually. Girls as well. Like Lee Hi, I find her voice amazing, but I just can't be attracted to her at all. I feel like she's just a child, though she's older than me.

And now, what? 

HANSOL. From 17. 

This kid has RUINED MY LIFE. I think he's the most adorable thing in the entire world. But he's 15 and I'm 16 and I feel like a giant pedophiIe.

/crying

At least it's not Samuel that I'm attracted to LOL T.T

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