What inspires me the most

 

I am easily inspired by thing. Things like fountains, water, sun...ANYTHING! But what inspires me the most? 
 
At first, I thought it was just me in this world who wants to be an idol. I want to be an idol not just because of fame or things they get. Not just because of what they have or how recognized they are by the public. I want to be an idol because I have the gut and talent. Because I know that I can do it better than any idols that debuted.
 
I stopped dancing because I thought it was just a hobby. Because I lost everything; my inspiration, strength... EVERYTHING. And also because no one would believe in me. 
I started dancing again when I began my kpop activities. But again, I stopped. I got busy and all. My schedule stopped me from my hobbies and other important activities which isnt about kpop. I started losing balance with my time and completely lost every contacts of my friends outside kpop. 
 
I always say no to opportunities and chances. I lost chance of debuting , lost chance of big entertainment companies and every other offers. But I started singing/dancing again because of my friends. I started to believe in myself again and changed. I know I changed a lot. Everyone says that. 
I started dancing again. I started taking chances (But I still say no because of some reasons I will mention later.) again.
We started an all around cover group (who sings and dance, duh). We practice overnight, sings overnight and plans to take chances to every event. 
 
I still don't accept offers because I am still waiting for my friends. I mean, all of us shares the same dream and I'm willing to wait for them. 
 
What inspires me the most are...the shared dreams of my friends. They make me smile and gives me strength. 
 
EMPIRE XT inspires and gives me strength. :)

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dakulestbbever
#1
Ayieeeeee :)
emotionalwordplay
#2
Awwww. Now go to sleep. :))
guia18
#3
Hwaiting :)