GUYS BE WARN!! I'm no person who looks for self pity but I'm upset for a reason! I miss my best friends! Sigh, you should stop reading if you don't want to know a little about me....

ok here it goes

It was in high school and I saw him all alone and decided to go up to him. He was friendly and quiet, we became good friends...then the bestest of friends, we talked alot and he was so different from the first time I meet him. He was so awkward to be around at first, but as I learnt more and more about him, he became such a breath of fresh air compared to my otherfriends. I started to hang out with him more and we became friends with another person, he was my first crush, a crush, my set friend knew of it. He even asked if he liked me. I'll name my best friend to avoid confusion. Let's call him Oppa! Haha..anyway oppa was kind and when we got to know more about this guy, we became even more friendly an we became a trio. But things got worse for me, I was bullied an sometimes my new best friend would be mean to me, I later learnt why. We had fun though, oppa cheered me up all the time and I learnt my new friend liked me. We didnt go out however, we stayed friends, he didn't like people ver much but one day he spread a rumor about me, I was devastated and stopped talking to him, he had other friends and they would talk to me. I wanted to forget him but I couldnt, he had this thing that made me stay be friends with him. A year later....I had to leave, leave that life behind....and start a new one. We talked alot over Facebook ad sometimes we would text but that was sometimes.

At my new school, my new life, I was frightened, and lost,I regretted nottaking the option of going to my old school. I started to miss them and I would tell them everyday. Oppa updated me about what was happening and he told me our friend changed. He would hardly annoy people like he would to me, he would keep to himself, he wouldnt even play soccer! I felt heartbroken! I was upset I left him behind and didn't say goodbye. I didn't say goodbye to anyone because I felt so left out. So out of place. I forgot about my real friends. I cried alot and that was when Kpop came in. I listened to it everyday, it made me move on but I would still miss them, I would tell them, and oppa would tell me. He told me he truly missed me and my smiling face. I was so happy, but so upset. We hardly talk for nearly a year, I was worried and ifelt like I was neglecting them, so I messages them and they talked to me, for ages I never felt so happy.

things changed, I met other people who loved what I loved, who cared for me and I learnt to care for them, but at my new school, there was a guy who always reminded me of oppa and him. My bestfriends. So everyday in the back of mind, I would always think about them. I always wonder if the do too.

that's it...I needed to tell someone this, and I choose you guys, if you read all of this I thank you for even reading it, I have one subscriber who I wanted to tell this to for a long time but never had the courage, now tha I have please...please understand how much our friendship means to me....:) I hope you guys, the subscribers, stay happy,healthy and you look after your self. Annyong~