happy birthday my dear lee hyukjae. idk why but i just have to post this bc i really thank god for you. you've been such a blessing to me and i just- i know you don't know this and i'm fine with it actually. i've seen you 4 times and i dare to bet you saw me twice ahahaha damn the emotions of the concerts are coming back.

you've taught me what love is - to your members, to your family, to us. the way you treat them, the way you support them, in small ways, in big ways. not only that, the way you are with your seniors AND your juniors. the dedication to your company and to your music, we can all see.

personally, you've literally brought me to tears with your tears,

a goofy smile with yours, laughter with yours. you know, the kind where your eye crinkles appear and dammit, i love them.

so many 'awwww's and 'i hate you's. you've cheered me up whe- wait, super junior cheered me up with the stupid things they do when i needed it

and even though members leave one by one to serve their military duties, i'll stay by them. like kyuhyun said, we are fools for loving you guys. so be it, maknae. so be it. 

tbh, the best feature about you is your eyes. and your smile. and your fingers. eh i really can't pick but if i had to, it'd be your eyes.

i never knew how much i would miss seeing your eyes (yes, it sounds stupid but it's true) until after you lasik surgery. you had to keep on wearing sunglasses everywhere you go. and you have no idea how happy i was when you pushed your sunglasses down on 100% entertainment. it was like, i miss seeing you that kind of feeling? they say that your eyes are the windows to your soul and really, your eyes just reflects the kindness you habour, the peace loving human being you are, even if you get aggressive at times. and yet, i really love that about you.

how you'd do anything to keep the ones you love safe, how you'd do anything with the ones you love (hang out with donghae when he's bored even though we know what you guys were really doing winkwink) anyway, back to your features. i know you are most confident of your jawline and i admit, they are the incredibly y.

but i guess when it really comes down to it, your eyes are what attracts me most. your gummy smile, you hate but just seeing that smiles makes half the world smile, you know? like (as ridiculous as this may sound) i can stop whatever i'm doing and see your smile.

don't even get me started on your fingers, it's kind of a for me like when you wear those black gloves oh.

and the lipbits like omfg are you trying to kill me dude. yes yes yES THE ANSWER IS YES

ok, the last thing i'm absolutely thankful for is that you're a christian. so i guess that accident years ago was kind of a blessing in disguise huh. aaaaaaand you liking strawberries is a plus point to me bc my favorite fruit is also strawberries. like my birthday cake will always have strawberries.

happy birthday, uncle boy. i love you la lee hyukjae.

and all in all, i am the luckiest girl in the world to have known you, to have know super junior. 

 

okay...... idk why i posted this, just had to get it off my chest lol. happy 28th jewel <3