I dreamt of Tae last night . 

It was absolutely lovely . 

We [ SHINEe & I ] were at my house in Malaysia ; [ dont ask what are they doing there lol ! its a dream ! ] and at first it was awkward . 

They were sitting at the hut behind my house , and were singing and all with guitars . 

Their manager came into my room [ which has a door to outside and  from which i can see the hut . lol ] to ask for two blankets . She took one , and i snatched the other cause i wanted to give it to them personally♥ but in the end i chickened out and gave it to the manager to which she [ yes , she . ] chuckled . Maybe it was the make-up noona , who knows lol . And after a while they went in through my bedroom door , walking infront of me while i was being star-stuck . Tae's hair was like Cheryltaeminnie's dp [ go check it out , its hot . and add her , shes absolutely lovely too ♥] . and he gave me a smile . I melted to the ing core appreciated it . 

The next day , i was lying around in bed cause i wanted tae to see my y side when sleeping i was tired [ no idea why ] , and was waiting for tae to go to the hut through my door or something but i ended up going to his room [ which was my aunt's , dont ask , i dont know why ] . He was sitting at the side of the king-size bed staring at the wall infront of him . I sat beside him and asked him why he was staring into space . He just smiled and turned his whole body to face me [ shocked me like hell ] . We talked . Like small sister - big brother thing . I dont have one , so it felt lovely . YES , HE TALKED IN ENGLISH . shessh , alot of my friends asked . tho it was like , w o r d - b y - w o r d . it was absolutely CUTE T^T . at the end when he needa leave , he said something that meant to much to me . he said ; 

"I wont always be here for you , but you've got to study hard , yeah ? Continue to work hard to achieve your dreams . I'll be here and support you no matter what . Take care , and love me always ."  -Lee taemin 

then he gave me a death wink . 

A . DEATH . WINK . 

yeah , i died . and woke up . didnt remember the dream until i was packing my bag for school and i went like , "didnt i dream of taem- OH YES I DIDDDDD !!!!" and i was in a good mood today <: 

this is one of those dreams that made a huggeee impact on my life , because his words gave me the motivation to continue with my exams cause i was on the brink of giving up cause of the unneccessary stress-load . Yeah , my life is complete . 

 wrote it down in case i forget tomorrow hahahaha