Luhan,  you actually sincerely said

“Thank you all for giving us so much support, so much drive, thank you I love you!”

“Take care, eat more.”

“Those with dreams, don’t give up. Just persevere and you will succeed.”

Words that cannot be any simpler, ended up etched in my heart.

In LA, you and Xiumin helped cordi noona carried her bags.

At the showcase, you helped the crew carry chairs, and ended up being the last one on stage.

Luhan, you are so nice.

So nice that I can’t look into your eyes, because if I do so, I will even forget who I am.

Many people think that, being casted while shopping is such a lucky thing.

But casted doesn’t mean promise.

It’s only casted.

How much determination do you need to sacrifice everything, and leave to Korea alone, chasing your dreams.

Betting on your faith, gambling with your everything.

You waited for so long, till you forget the meaning of the wait.

So far away in a foreign land, just how much you must have missed the moonlight in your hometown.

Showcase, the family members of your teammates went to support them.

You are alone in the midst of the crowd searching.

No, no, still no….

No matter how much you tried to search for them.

You looked down on the floor, not letting anyone see the disappointment in your eyes.

You still couldn’t understand, why?

Such an important stage, how could they not come.

Even not long ago, when you returned to Beijing, buying shoes, shopping and all, it was only you alone.

Did you hide the truth from us?

But you said it before:

“The toughest time is missing home.”

“When I miss home.. I can only miss it.”

At that moment, I really wanted to ask, “Treat us as one of your family members, okay?”

I remember you were coughing during one period.

But you idiot, still apologising whenever you cough while filming.

Your throat was hurting, but you still shouted to your fans, “Be careful of your safety!”

Someone said, “Everytime I see Luhan, he is smiling.”

Yeah, smiling so adorably, as if you don’t know what is pain.

Luhan, have I said this before?

I need to see your smile to let my heart continue beating.

Luhan, I love you, more absolute than anything.

I haven’t loved enough.

Even if the seas dry up, Luhan, I will still say, Sorry, I haven’t loved you enough.

Luhan, I can give everything up. Everything except you.

just saw this on tumblr.