I am so done

I am seriously on the verge of just giving up shipping because I'm sick of torturing myself like this. It all went downhill when I finally figured out what exactly it is that I hate about SiFany and now that I know that all my ships have just fallen apart.

It makes me want RyeoFany so much fjgdlkgjlkdjkl I kind of did anyway but jdljdlkj IT HAS NO BASIS BUT I WANT IT

and in turn if Tiffany is not with Taeyeon she will need a companion as well so my KangTae feels cry, Taeyeon's super ghei but I want her to marry Kangin anyway.

He's so in love with her but she is so gay it's not even funny gjdkljdlhjk my feels hurt, I want it but it won't happen

HE'S SO OBVIOUS, so much so that when I showed my dad one of Taeyeon's radio performances as pictured in the 5th gif, he made fun of Kangin for how in lub he was.

If my dad noticed then holy was it obvious let me tell you.

In a perfect world TaeNy end up together, 

oh my god there is tangible gay in the air

In a slightly less but still at least semi-perfect world we have RyeoFany and KangTae

Upon figuring out my feelings for Siwon in this whole ordeal a SooWon ship has arisen, 

He made some cheesy flower comment jfdifgjdhj

In turn with it already under conflict I think I accidentally sunk my ChangSoo, therefore bringing my ChangYoon to my primary Changmin ship

but if that's the case I think I sunk my Yoona and Lee Minho ship, and I ship the out of that

Ok no, I still ship this way more but now Changmin is forever aloning or about to be buttsecksed by Kyuhyun

Now excuse me while I go drown myself in the bathroom sink and try not to choke on the fragments on my wrecked ships