I had a moment today, several hours after I woke up, where I had to stop up and think about whether or not I really had a close friend who was a guy. It was so bizarre and weird. On top of that, I woke up and was about to cry, because I dreamt that the picture me and my siblings have had taken, that I have to pick up this Friday, was made wrong and we had to take a new one because the photographer had deleted all the pictures despite the really ugly one he had enlargened. It was a HELL planning it the first time around, so when I woke up and really thought I had to plan it again, I was close to just breaking down and sob. 

I've had very real dreams these past couple of days .____.