Srsly.

Life is tough on the inside. I have a good life, I get good grades. My parents are overprotective, okay. I won't be on the street, pregnant and a druggie. But i cant hang out at the movies with friends in broad daylight. 

also, hard to believe but I'm Muslim. I think I have the devil inside  me because I'm a bad muslim, I don't think I should be considered one cuz I don't pray. And i do bad stuff and . :c 

Im sensitive, emotional and I want to move from canada yet I cant ;A;

I have low self esteem and Im hormonal, but I feel bad for being hormonal cuz of my religion.

And Idk. Im bi-curious, I mean I cant date guys at all. And plus Im hating them more but im still not lesbianish. Its likely im bi or pan. Cant accept it tho, its bad I'd have to convert to atheism even tho I believe in God and UGHHHH H NO ONE HERE IS HERE TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER ;____: /3

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Chullys #1
I MEAN TALK NOT WALK.
Chullys #2
Let's be clear here. I'm not Muslim, I'm originally Sikh, and I still visit the temple for respect and courtesy. I'm also getting married in the same temple. (NOT GETTING MARRIED ANYTIME SOON...LOL i don't even have a boyfriend). BUT one of my closest friends is Biual completely. Wait no, three of them are. This is gonna sound odd, right, but I'm the kind of person that if I had a chance to sleep with a hot girl... I would. BUT I'm not biual or lesbian or anything. I'm hetero. It's weird, yep, but normal. I'm not religious at all, I'm agnostic, open to the idea of God but not 100% believing. Or kinda 100% believing but not to religions... I have my own view on God, unique view.

Okay the point is... I don't consider myself Sikh, just Indian. (heheh). I'm hormonal as ____ and I can't do much about it but control it. Also, I can't date boys either but have a serious crush on one... but I hate him at the same time, but oh well, that's just how it is. It's okay to feel attracted to both es, too. Just means you have more people to fancy ;) a lot more fish in the sea... ;)

Oh and if you're biual that means you'd be very comfortable in a emotional (and physical if you're ready) relationship with another woman. I'm not like that, I'd just do a hot girl LOOOOOOOOL. I'm weird.

Don't know if this helped but if you wanna walk, I'm here~ come to my wall or something hehehe ^.^
GreenaJaayy #3
Bb lets talk.
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