I blame myself, for walking through that long hallway that day. I think about what would have happened if i didn't go there? Well I probabaly wouldn't have to feel the pain i am right now. I just wished I never went there. Cause that was the place where i first saw you and without realzing i feel for you...

From that day on, you were always in my mind and I couldn't stare at you admiring your every moment. There were many times I looked at you smiling at others and wished you would smile the same way towards me. Was that too much to ask for?

From the begining i should have known that we were from totally different world and can never be anything more than strangers. Why didn't I give up? Why did i kept liking you more as days passed...Maybe its cause i truly loved you. 

Now I'm trying to earse you from my live but it seems like its impossible. There hasn't been a day when i didn't think about you, nor has there been a day when i didn't stare at the screen waiting for you to reply my message from weeks ago. There were also many times when i cried myself to sleep because it pained me to think about letting you go..

I'm trying..trying to really earse you but it just seems my heart doesn't want to let go...