So... this is me being a senior in middle school.
At my school, except for my class, every other students are always switching classes... every year. It's because my class is a special class which takes Arabic language so we stayed together since our first day of middle school, and that was two years ago.

I remember being especially sad when reminiscing about the memories we made together last year... because this year can possibly be our last year together. After the big exam this year, each one of us will go to our chosen paths. Some will switch to better schools and some may still study here... but yeah, not the same anymore. Since not in the same class anymore.

You guys know about my crush, right? He was dreaming of switching school. So, yeah... I, on the other hand just want to stay here since I don't like being away from family and... internet :p It's sad. We (me and my classmates) have been together for three years straight, creating memories and getting to know each other. Tears and laughs. 

I can't help but to think about what will it be after this? If my crush is switching school? I mean, I 89% sure that I will stay and my crush's mom is my teacher. What will it be after this? Him studying at other school (boarding school, of course) and when he comes back home and maybe will visit our school again? It causes tears for me because I can't deny that I love my friends so much already. I'm not attached to anyone since I'm scared that one day, we will have to seperate.

What used to be a friendship may change to be only strangers. It hurts me deeply. I don't want any of us to go. I want us to be in the same class still and never leave each other... until the end of high school which is in two years... T^T But that is useless because usually, most of us will switch schools... This friendship we built will slowly turn into ashes. Everything...

R, I will miss your smiles
LM, I will miss your stupid jokes
T, I may say I hate your voice but it's not as bad as I made it to be. It's nice, I was just in deny, dude!
A, your awkwardness... ;A;
LS, your science brain, I will miss that ^___^
N, your stupid mouth, I will miss it. c';

Edit; Oh and sorry S, I forgot about you.

Your kindness and silence will be attached to my mind, man. Be happy with your girl ;)

The friendly smile... may just turn into plastic ones in the future... because people change and things just bound to not be the same... It hurts but the memories were precious. Thank you, guys. You made me smile, you made me cry, you made me mad but you guys are my friends... ^-^

Sincere,
SR