I have a camp tomorrow at my school for a night... and so of course, I need to pack some things. I was just tumblr-ing when I heard my grandma called me. She's holding a bag... her bag for me to keep my things. I don't really have big bags... because my father is 'very careful with money' like that. So, I was just being normal saying 'yeah, sure' and a few minutes later, she called me again. This time, with toothbrush, soap, pillow, etc.

To be honest, she looked like she's trying very hard... to fill the emptiness for my late mother in my heart. I was just guessing... that maybe she doesn't want me to feel alone. Packing my things and all when my friends have their mothers by their sides when they're doing so. So she tries her best to help me. It's not big, really... but it just means a lot to me.

My mother left me 2 years ago, when I was 13. It has been long but believe me, having a mother who was your friend, your father and your teacher mean everything to you. So, losing her was like losing 3/4 of myself. Till this day, the spot is still empty... not to be filled, just simply there because no one can replace her.

P.S : I don't have friends and my family and father are just... there... so my mother was the only one who gave me every love and attention I need. So, yeah... LOL x)