I know i was hyper before, in my HARLEM SHAK blog but talking about a serious topic, 

Suicide, is common or getting more common now adays, it seems people cannot take the world on or they cannot go on due to personal reasons and people are more depressed, i did go through a phase of depression it wasn't extreme, like cutting myelf or afflicting any pain but like i said in my 'about me.' blog, last year was a pretty tough year for me, there were days when i physically and mentally couldn't go on, or it felt as though.

I did have someone very close to me contemplate on suicide, I don't know if she was just saying it and spreading it on FB to gain attention or she was actually thinking about it but none the less they're must've been something for her to write or act like that. but since i'm becoming older, I've realised more about the world, and one of my closest friends it quite depressive, i mean she acts like it, but she doesn't but they're are times or she use to have ALOT of hatred and she just hated everything, shes much more better,

but through her and other things such as tumblr and social networking sites. I've realised how serious suicide can be and how people actually do it just to stop the pain. I personally don't know anyone (thank god) who has done suicide, because I'll tell you now I probably won't be able to deal with it. I mean i genuienly won't be able to, and even someone in KPOP had recently commited suicide and i couldn't deal with that. Like i was in pain, even though i don't know the person but it hurt, because for someone to actualy consider death as the only resort must mean life is something they cannot handle. 

I am religious, i do think about death because you never know when it will happen. I also believe God wouldn't give you something you can't handle and thats how i sort of got through last year, because i know this may sound silly to some people but atleast everynight before i go bed, i actually pray and talk to god as if he's my best friend. I am muslim so my religion is something that has ALWAYS helped me go through pain and times of hardship but they're some people who aren't like me, they can't relly on others or God for personal reasons that i don't really want to get into, 

I just want to tell anybody who is hurting in anyway, if you are contemplating something like suicide or if you've been through someone who has, or even if your not. I just want to tell you that, 

I'm here,

I don't care if your across the world or if i don't know you. You can talk to me and they're maybe even others you can talk too. I may not give you amazing advise but you can talk to me whenever you need to. I hope now one does contemplate on suicide but I am human, i'm not going to eat you :) 

And on that note. I've been thinking about a story. 

A story based around suicide. A person who goes to a help line for help and meets someone who changes his life for the better. It's a sort of life, comedy but it is serious and they're is something serious about it, it's light hearted, and I hope people will realise making fun of people is wrong, treating someone like dirt is wrong, and thinking about suicide, you don't need to think about that because no matter how bad it is. You have someone, even if you don't know them personally. 

Sorry for wasting anybody's time but just wanted to make something that i've been thinking about. 

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