This is the continuation of partone!

So after that, me and her were really really close. Tweeting each other every second. If not, we whatsapp, text, unless one of us is asleep. We make cards for each other. And I remember how countless it was when it comes to me telling her 'i love you' haha. And since I used a clear folder, her cards, our picture, all would somehow be displayed in the front cover of my file.

Just like Jonghyun, tweeting about Key. Proposing to him. Always saying he loves him. Indirectly /not on purpose/ suggest how much he loves Key. So much so, that Key complains how he's always so close/bites him at night xD But I really think Jonghyun actions are sincere. In my opinon, Kim Jonghyun is the innocent one, at the start. Being so oblivious by how much he desires to be close to Key.

So.. we were so close that some of our friends teased , asking if we were actually together, (yes even though both of us are girls, they are nice people) and that didn't really bothered me. In fact I laughed it off. But sometimes I blushed at the thought of it, I was speechless. But one thing, the more they teased, the more it affected her, while I was hapy, she was insecure about it.

As for jongkey, its not 3 or 5 people, but armies of us shippers, and most of us wondering if they are really really true or just an act, stuffs like that, you get what I mean? And sometimes I could see how Jonghyun is happy, pointing at the Jongkey banners he sees, stuffs liike that. But I think the more jongkey got famous, it has set Key thinking for a while..

But let's rewind a bit back, to the period just before jongkey was extremely famous..
I was casually watching videos through JongkeyTV and as expected, how Jjong r a p e d Key with his eyes xD when key was dancing Gee, Jjong eyes checking Key out, looking at Key's and back moving i l y.. then one of the vids about taking 1 member to an island, I swear I saw their eyes contact for a second at least, but Key kept on talking , while his eyes roam elsewhere. While that happen, Jonghyun was staring straight at him, then his eyes slowly dropped to looking at Key's mouth moving and then lower down to Key's neck area.

I think as time passed by and they got so close, somewhere in between the skinships and laughters, Key might have nonsensical thoughts. Especially when they are being shipped by people. And at times, having to show skinships on stage to satisfy the fangirls (oh yeah xD) , it might have Key thinking, "does Jongkey really exist?"

Pity Key, he must've have shock himself with his self thoughts. I suspect he must at least remember all the moments when Jonghyun touches him.. at one video, I saw this hidden (?) moment.. where they were laughing and talking, then Jonghyun light slap/place his hand on Key's thigh before removing it. And I saw Key's eyes, looking down, lingering at his thighs for a while. And when Jonghyun is interacting with others, I saw Key's eyes showing evident signs of longing. I suspect, its subconciously, and he didn't knew he did that.

Yes, some could say he could be jealous that his bestfriend is interacting with others and not him. Of course! At first I thought I was jealous because of that... So lemme tell you, that 'jealousy' might hold more meaning than it meets the eye. Even now everytime I see Key looking at Jonghyun... There's this 'thing', a feeling potrayed in his eyes that is undescribable.. I guess our eyes are really the windows to our soul. && with that, I'll continue more on the progress of jongkey in partthree.

I'm really really sorry for the longish theory TTnTT