It's a song. Falling Inside the Black By Skillet

Yesterday I became so depressed that song saved my life a comment someone made on th video also really spoke to me.

"People fall and rise every day. It's life. Others, however, make that fall into darkness and stay there. Some try to hide it, others embrace it. Me? I LIVE in darkness. It's my only source of strength nowadays. I feel that its safe here. Anyone who has fallen and found that they belong there will tell you the same. Some people who call it a waste of time will but evidently find their way into the darkness. Screaming for help with no answer.." 

I completely agree with this person... i fought my own darkness for so long.. and i just cant do it anymore ive been dragged down kicking and screaming but last night i realized theres no escaping it i have to accept it... i tried everything to stay above it but i just cant anoymore... ive accepted how useless ive become... I definitely dont feel safe in darkness and depression it scares me but no one helped me... who knew that i would turn out to become like this.... Im sorry my useless self couldnt even finish my stories... as of now i dont have any plans to write anymore... i dont got the energy for it... im sorry to anyone who bothered to read my stories... ive managed to let everyone down again

sorry!