If you're scarred after reading this, not my fault. You've been warned >:}

For those who saw my stories on my old AFF, before I deleted it; Some asked how I wrote my . (0_0) And well I'll just post it here and copy/paste it later.

** It is a fact that first time writers who haven't had experience or watched before, it tends to be a lot awkward and ... weird. I know, I was there before. (BTW, I don't watch nor had experience. So I know that feeling,)

But there are some things I did to get past all that interference. Actually only two things! That easy.

1) Music. I can't stress that enough, literally music will help you in the long shot. Ever start writing a happy story while listening to sad music and your story suddenly gets all angst filled and what not? Or you listen to angry music and suddenly you've killed a character? I have.

Here's my favorite song with/without but it really helps, Flesh - Simon Curtis honestly, the song is practically in lyrics with a really good beat- kinda distracts you from the dirty lyrics which is a good-sometimes. So if your parents aren't into the whole 'ual' whatnot, use earbuds. Or you'll be in deep .

Actually quite a bit of his songs are good for inspiration like Super Psycho Love :D (But that's more for jealous revenge ?)
Want angry ? Try his song I Hate U  (Or for someone trying to turn down angry :D )

2) Read other storires with . It doesn't have to be -only, it can be one with a full plot and many chapters. But don't read just one, read a hundred - literally. Everyone writes different, some write soft and passionate while others write hardcore and . There's a whole ton of kinds. So don't read one, two, or three, ONE HUNDRED. You hear me? One hundred. 

Even though some people say "It feels weird reading ," My only reply is, "Then why try writing it?" People can tell if you haven't done your research or at least attempted to. It gets awkward, I know. But it also gets rid of the awkwardness, unless, you know, your parents are constantly breathing down your neck. Now that's awkward! 

But really, don't write because your subscribers have been begging for it. That's like shaving your head bald because it was too hot. It has to be written by WANTING to write it.

Of course at the begining there will be some serious errors than later on success, but that's the thing about writing. When writing , do not use your head, If noticed it's harder when you over think things, "Should this person say this?". "Should he/she move there and do this?" No. It won't work -- at least not for me.

When I write , I close the rational part of my brain and just let words flow. Then re-read it afterwards and fix/take out what doesn't seem right or what seemed to be trying to hard or lacking.

What the hell was I smoking when writing this? (My mom is questioning my sanity after reading this... OTL)