Why do I feel like people hate me? 

I know people hate me. Its hard too even sleep, eat, or even think. When I know everyone is mad. I can't stand this, Im only doing these things because of what your doing to me. You even know.

If things get messed up, I'll get blamed. Its already messed up, what am I saying?

I just want things to go back to the way they were before. Ignoring me and V***** is just making things worse. If only that one person told us the truth, we're suppose to be friends why are you keeping things like this from us? Thats just wrong.

I can't deal with this anymore. Im always getting involved once one of us fight, Its like im messing up our friendship. Thats the whole reason why I thought I shouldn't be with you guys anymore. Maybe I shouldn't.