So... Um... This is like my first blog post here on AFF. Decided to write this one since... Yeah, maybe I would feel so much better after posting this crap so... Yeah.

Well, the first thing that I want to say is... I... Applied for SM Global Audition 2013.... I KNOW I KNOW IT SOUNDS SOOOO RIDICULOUS BUT I WAS JUST GOOFING AROUND WITH MY FRIEND AND SHE CHALLENGED ME TO SEND THE RECORDING OF MY SINGING VOICE ALONG WITH MY PICTURE THROUGH AN APPLICATION ON IPHONE. 

Kay. Enough with the usage of capslock. And, oh, I was singing Kim Taeyeon's I Love You (사랑해요, you know, the ballad that Taeyeon sang for the drama Athena OST? Yeah that one)

I... Wasn't expecting to be chosen, thus, when the application asked, "In which Country/City you would like to do the live audition if you got chosen through this online audition?" I stupidly chose, "Seoul, South Korea". And for your info, I'm in NOWHERE near Seoul hahaha. 

I sent the application like 2 weeks ago and I completely forgot about it. And... Last night... Voila! I received an email from SM Global Audition, confirming my audition time and place (yes, this is for the... Live audition. When you sing in front of the judges without music... American Idol-like).

And guess what, my audition place is... Seoul, South Korea. The audition will be held in this Sunday, yes, this Feb 17th, there, at some building at Seoul.

The email said that I passed the online audition. I am expected to be there for my live audition. Live audition is like... The last phase of SM Audition ahdkshsjdjsjdsk 

It means if I pass the audition, I will be a part of SM trainees or whatever the name is ahdkdnsbdnkd 

and I would be able to see Sooyoung Kris Luhan et cetera et cetera in persons OH MY GAWD! 

Have I mentioned that I'm in... Nowhere near Seoul? /sobs/

I got the invitation, but I won't be able to attend it /sobs/ OH MY HEART IS BROKEEEN SOBS SOBS SOBS 

Why didn't you tell me earlier, SM, so I could've prepared visa, tickets, and other things? Sobs. This is a lifetime chance, FGS! 

Okay, I'm done. /sobbing/