I've got a situation here sobs

Some of you guys might have known about me got invited for SM Global Audition, the Live Audition that was held in Seoul, South Korea, but I wasn't able to attend since I was nowhere near Seoul? HAHAHA I posted that thing before, you can see it here LOL HAHAHA

Here's the email that they sent me previously for the live audition in Seoul ;u;

I was having a mental breakdown back then, since I already passed the online audition and got invited to the farking last stage of audition but I didn't come sobs again

So. I decided to apply for another audition, the one that will be held in Bangkok, Thailand. Yes, still SM Global Audition. I recorded my singing voice again (this time I sang SM The Ballad's Miss You, yes, THAT CHO KYUHYUN AND CUTIEPIE JINO, kyaaa~), attached my photograph, and sent it to them.

And... Voila! I got another email! Telling me that I was invited to another live audition, but this time the audition will be held in Bangkok, at the end of this March! I was so excited! okay to be honest I was squealing quite loud when I got the email HAHA

That was the reason why I asked for Thai friends in the previous blog post.

SM offered me twice! OMFG.

AWWW WHAT SHOULD I DOOO?!?!?!?!? SHOULD I COME OR WHAAAT?!?!? WHAT SHOULD I TELL MY MOM?!?! /since she's totally against this me-liking-Korean-pop thingy and she TOTALLY won't let me go/

If I passed the audition and became one of those SM Trainees... I COULD MEET SOOYOUNG AND KRIS AND SOOYOUNG AND LUHAN AND SOOYOUNG AND TAEYEON AND SOOYOUNG AND KYUHYUN AND SOOYOUNG AND KAI AND SOOYOUNG AND CHANYEOL AND... KYAAAA!

And being a singer is my lifetime dream oh Gooooood ;;

GIMME SUGGESTIONS, PREAZEEEEE sobs sobs

Oh, forgive me for being hysterical. That's just so typically me.