Free, like a bird.

So many things that I want to do, but so little time.

I've been through so much these few weeks - this feels like a well-deserved rest. To be honest, I have been thinking about a lot of stuffs lately, none of which that were not depressing. I hear about how many people already know what they want to do, what they want to aim for and they also have the talent to back it up. And here I am, still standing at that same spot at the crossroad in ages, unable to make up my mind, afraid of regrets, afraid of getting hurt in the end. What do I really want to do? All my life, I have not truly yearned for something. All the desires a human being ought to have, I have none. I'm forever contented with whatever I have, never bothering to achieve more.

Though, over the holidays, I want to start moving.

"There's nothing that won't shine if you polish it long enough." Yeah, I believe in that too, Tatsumi. No wonder I love Giant Kiilling so much.

I will start polishing my skills. I know I can't do much - I want to write better, I want to draw better, but I want to design better. But I think this time I am going to leave behind the other two and focus more on drawing. It doesn't mean I will neglect AFF though, I will try myself to get myself back into the lives of all my AFF friends whom I have missed so dearly and whose messages I wanted to reply but somehow didn't get around to doing it. My stories will still be updated, though as usual, no guarantees on the quality (and of course the update-waiting-time.)

The remaining of my time is going to be spent on manga, animes and games. WHAT MORE DO YOU EXPECT FROM ME, HONESTLY. 8D

I have asdfghjkl amount of games to play and asdfghjkl amount of mangas waiting for me to read.

(I will choose games over mangas though, I suppose. :P)

But anyway, my first plan is to brush up on my drawing skills. To do that, I'd start (trying out) to draw my manga panels. The concept for this manga I will do will be based on The Smile Maker, my debut story on this site - because I loved that story and it's a pity I can't really update it much because I stuffed myself with too many works and kind of forgot what I was supposed to type for that story. Yes, that means Hyo Rin and Jong Hyun will both get manga-tized. (But I need some Korean pro to tell me how to translate The Smile Maker) into hangul so that I can do title design. :D

Anyway, remember the oneshot request I said I will do? It's still on, I never forgot any of the requests. But I take really long to type. Hopefully I will reach the third story request by the end of my holidays.

ANNNNND, STILL WAITING FOR PEOPLE TO TALK TO ME ON SKYPE. ;D

See ya all!