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EXCUSE ME WHILE I FLAIL, OKAY?  I HAVEN'T HAD A CHANCE TO SINCE I WOKE UP BECAUSE MY MOM WOULD NEVER UNDERSTAND. ;AAA;

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...*breathes*

Okay, now I can calm down and tell you.  OH MY GOD, I feel like the luckiest girl on earth right now!  Well, almost...I'd be the luckiest if the 2min had progressed back into together status, and if I'd been able to dream the whole dream, and if I could remember every single detail to write it down and make it a fic for you guys, but NEVERTHELESS, it was AMAZING, okay? ;A;

I had the most wonderful dream. ;____; I wish my stupid mother had not woken me up... ;_; it was just getting to the 2min parts...

Anyway, this was the best, omg, it was like a fic or a drama on steroids but better.  There was fluff, angst, drama, broken!2min, and Sulli was in there for some reason but she was connected to Taemin's backstory with his dad being in a mental hospital and stuff and omg it was really sad, and Taemin even cried...

lol I'm telling you things out of order.  I'll slow down.

Okay, so first of all, it was a SHINee dream.  It was the longest one I've ever had, the most complicated, and the most amazing, and the first one with anything real...explicit, if you know what I mean.  kshdlfkjhsladkjjgsadkjgfahsf I want to dream it again... ;_;

Anyway, I was basically Taemin, though not really, because it wasn't like it was me at all.  I was just seeing everything from Taemin's point of view.  I was very aware that it was definitely him.  I don't remember the details of the beginning, but somehow Taemin ended up returning (I think?) to a high school where the rest of SHINee was (the only person I don't clearly remember seeing was Jonghyun...), and I could obviously see that Minho had feelings for Tae, but it seemed like something was very wrong, and I was right, though I'm not sure what it was.  It was connected to the backstory that I knew was there but wasn't included in my dream.  Ah, life is unfair... T^T

Well somehow I got the feeling that Taemin was a bit of an outcast, but that's probably because of his dad, and I got the feeling Taemin was starting to go a little crazy, or panic or something, but that was just because he was scared, because he missed his dad, and he didn't want to go the same way his dad did. ;_;  That might be partly why he freaked out when Sulli showed up, because she reminded him of the past.

Whoa, I'm skipping ahead again...SLOW DOWN RIN.  *breathes*  Alright, where was I?  Oh yes!  SHINee was very welcoming of Taemin in the school, and it seemed like they were really glad to have him back.  I feel like I'm forgetting some details that happened here, particularly involving both Minho and Key, and I'm sure there was fluff, but then somehow Taemin ended up having with Onew on the steps of a back entrance to the school.  THAT WAS AMAZING, OKAY?  DON'T JUDGE. T____T  I vividly remember a ... *____*  But they didn't get to finish because some students were showing up and it got too dangerous so they got in a car and left.

Well that was the end of Onew, because somehow (don't ask me how...it was a dream, okay?  These things happen!) Onew turned into Minho in the car. LOL IDK. XD  And then Taemin was explaining to Minho through tears about what had happened to his dad...that he had a mental illness, and his mind had deteriorated to the point that he could no longer function properly, so they put him into a mental hospital (I wasn't clear on whether he died or not, but it was obvious he was out of Taemin's life at that point).  He was crying omg. T^T  And Minho was trying to comfort him.  LOL I DON'T REMEMBER WHEN SULLI SHOWED UP.  I think it was sometime in that last paragraph, between Taemin returning to school and the OnTae ...yes, the part there that's fuzzy.  Sulli showed up somewhere in there and was trying to get Taemin to remember her, although he was refusing because he didn't want to, because she was from his past and knew his dad and all that...she was a childhood friend I guess.

Anyway, back to where I was, Minho and Taemin drove to what seemed to be Taemin's old house, but it was obviously not where he lived at this point.  The house was really cool, but I don't know how to describe it... (lol my writer skills are failing me T___T)  Like half of it was outdoors?  And there were trees...lol idk you're probably picturing something totally wrong now. AAANYWAY, they saw this really intricate chalk drawing on the wooden floor of like flowers and stuff, and a pair of a girl's flip flops...(it was obvious to me that Sulli was living there now, looking after the old abandoned place...but Minho and Taemin didn't seem to know that.)

I think that was about where I woke up.  I'm really sad OnTae didn't finish ing, and I'm even sadder I didn't get to see 2min get together...because it was so obvious that Minho loved Taemin, and that there was some tension in there from both sides... T____T *sob*  BUT OH MY GOD THAT WAS THE BEST DREAM EVER, OKAY?

Congrats if you made it to the end of this extended ramble.

P.S. OH MY GOD ONTAE