Hi everyone, I'm really sorry for not updating lately. Actually, I'm really going crazy about it to the point that I can't sleep properly because of thinking about it every day and night. Here's what happen...my dog actually breaks my laptop. I'm having some difficulty in retrieving all my files because I didn't even restore it in my external hard drive for back up. Yeah, I know that I'm so stupid, but I didn't expect it to happen. That's the reason why I can't update some of my ff *my older ff* because I'm in the process in retrieving everything in my brain. I'm really, but I promise to update everything soon. I trust my brain. I know that I can retrieve everything though my memory is not that sharp. I just need to read all the last chapters of my old fics for me to remember everything. So, since my dog breaks my laptop, my younger sister lend me her laptop so I can use it to update, but...sad to say, I broke it :-(...so, I ask a technician to fix it and he did a great job of fixing it. It's already working again. But unfortunately, my sister got mad at me for breaking her laptop and for not taking care of it properly, so as my punishment, she decided not to lend me her laptop again. Meaning, I can't use it anymore. I cried a river awhile ago, my eyes are already hurt and puffy because of crying, but Ican't do anything because that's her decision and it's all my fault anyway. My ate (older sister) got pity on me and she told me that she will buy me a new laptop, but I need to wait until next month...so guys, I'm sorry but sad to say I can update my ff next month. WHAT??? AIGOO!!! I'm really going to ddie every day and I'm really worried. I'm really really sorry. I don't want this to happen. I'm sorry because of my stupidity and carelessness, I keep all of you waiting and my fics hanging. But I'm going to try to do something on it. I'm going to see if everything will work on my tab, hopefully so I can update. I'm going to think some ways on how am I going to update my ff...I'm really sorry for everything and thanks a lot for spending some time in reading this blog. I love you all and once again, I'm really sorry. I hope I can get my new laptop before I celebrate my one year being an author here in AFF, so I can celebrate it with you guys or else I'm going to celebrate it alone here in the house :-(...sorry again