I don't know why but lately I noticed that a lot of people I know have been dying since 2011. Maybe it's a sign? But then again, it's really scary because death isn't a funny business.

It never is.

2011

- My grandmother from my mother's side passed away due to old age.

- My best friend died at sixteen due to leukemia.

- My friend's brother committed suicide and we still don't know why because he didn't leave a note and he never mentioned anything about being suicidal. We all thought everything was going fine in his life.

2012

- My uncle died from cancer.

- My ex-classmate died from a motorbike accident at sixteen.

2013

- My other best friend died at eighteen because of a bikining/car accident. Like, on Tuesday.

So many deaths. I don't know how I'm going to be able to take this. Now it's making me worry for the safety of my friends, wondering when it's going to be theirs, wondering if they'll get to live past age 20.

I don't mind if I die young, but I don't want my friends to die first.