Guys...

So as I've said before to friends, and well not friends, I commited myself to losing weight almost half a year ago.

Now that I've lost some weight, enough to make me happy and feel good about myself, people are judging me. =_=

I mean they say that now I'm not SO fat people think that I'm being a stuck up .

I've always liked being on my own, when I went to school before I graduated, I used hang out in the library or a classroom, or a quiet hall, but always somewhere far away from people.

I can now dress how I want.

I can finally wear that cute skirt I saw in forever21, papaya, I can shop for a dress so I can go out on a nice romantic date with my bf, I can buy that cute top and match it with nice jeans without having to worry about my tummy hanging out or being too tight.

My health is way better.

I'm still shy as hell, but when I see people that i knew before I'm my old crazy self, just skinnier...

I took off my piercings, people because I'm acting snobbish now and I want to be more "normal" like the rest.

Nope. I did it because it was m y choice, I got baptized, and I did it as a sign of respect to my God and church.

I don't as much as I used to?

Seriously, after all that dieting and working out, looking at huge amounts of food makes me wanna puke, so of course I don't eat much.

I still eat my sweets, and pig out at times.

I'm trying to be cool because I joined a dance class.

Dude, ever since I began listening to kpop I've wanted to dance! So joining a dance class is something I've always wanted.

So now... one way or another people talk .

I'm not offended, by all means please poke fun at my weight and personality, I just wish they could say that to me.

And this hurts because some of the people i trusted turned their back on me.

Ahh. Life will always be hard.

Sorry for the huge rant I just needed to get that off my chest and be at peace at last!

Losing weight isn't as fun as you think. If you're chubby like me, pleae understand that by getting thinner it won't make you the best person out there! Don't EVER look down on other people because remember: YOU WERE ONCE LIKE THEM AS WELL.

We are nobody to judge others, especially if we don't know what they've been through.

End of rant.

You guys wnat to see some before&after pics? :'D

Kekeke~

That's one my younger sistersYup. Always being weird...

You could see how chubby my face is!!! ><

WOOHOO~ let's see my newer pics! /o/

 look at that~~ I can wear a dresseuuu nao~ x)) my faceuu looks nicer right~?

 look dat, my tummy doesn't like hang and I look alright :3

 I can wear a leather jacket and NOT feel all bloated and squished in it ^^;;

 my cheeks don't look as big as they did before.

 and... my jaw is't as covered by my fat anymore, HUZZAH! \o/

This has been a walk down my weight loss memory lane! /shouts and screams/ wahhh ((x