Hey...

So I'm kind of mad, sad.

My mom went through my FB, and twitter, even my roleplaying accounts.

I don't get it, I tell her mainly everything, but lately she's been so nosy.

I get that she's worried, but this is going overboard!

There's this guy, and we hang out a lot, but we kind of sneak around.

My parents found out and say, bring him over, let us meet him, let us talk to him, you can trust us.

Okay so I bring him over, we're only friends though, and they start questioning him hardcore!!

They seriously crossed the line. Now, we still hang out, my parents met him and I thought everything was okay but no!

I found out they've been talking to him and sort of threatning(?) him to, they read all my fb messages, posts, wallposts, go through my pictures, etc.

Then I find out they go through my twitter accs.

There's this one rp, and it's amazing, we're a family, a lot of people say that, but here we really are! Anyways, we can vent there, and whine and people will give you support and not judge you or call you an attention , or whatever, anyways, she went through all tweets and sometimes let out my problems on their because people understand so my mom goes "why are you telling people that you don't know, this type of things? What problems do you have anyways, aren't you always happy?" Well no, I'm not always happy, I get scared, mad, stressed and I have depression, my parents don't know it though, I've tried telling them but they didn't listen or they say "what're you depressed about?" and it irks me! I get stressed as well, I worry about finding a job, keeping up with my classes, worry about fitting at times, my weight, if I look okay, I worry if people don't like me, how can I help my parents, my siblings, etc, etc... but they don't get it!

That's the reason I started writing, so I could vent and enjoy a pretend world that I can control, but even that they critisize(?) even after my teacher's or other people have told them I have potential, but once again they say no and lecture me again.

Ahh! I don't know what to do anymore.

I'm gonna go hide in a closet and never come back out.