I want to be an angel...

Just spread my wings and fly away.

I feel sad, though this day started pretty good. Okay, I had to get up for school this morning, but because we just got our record cards, we watched a film and were allowed to leave school after four lessons. So I was at 12pm German time at home.

And then I was lazy, listened to music, went shopping with my mum, the normal stuff. My twin sister is gone for the weekend, so I even have our laptop just for myself.

And now I remembered that a very close friend of mine will leave in about 5 to 7 months for an exchange year in the US. That means that she will be for 10 months far away from me... I could cry. It feels like I will lose her though that's stupid because she will come back, but I just realized that the time that is left is shorter than the time she will be away.

Damn it, now I'm crying. I think my iTunes hates me, it plays just sad songs...

I didn't mean to bother you~
I just wanted to write this, I don't know why... Mianhae!

I love you, Monkey~

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Evelyn-Everdeen #1 Jan 26, 2013 15:38:55

Rei... you know that you won't loose me. We've been through so much. So why would you loose me just because I'm not there for a while? We've kinda had an argument for about a year an didn't talk at all. Then we came back together and were best friends again. And when I'm abroad, they won't be able to steal aff away from me, at least not Damian's account (because that's the most innocent account...) so I will always be able to stay in contact with you, even if there will be hard times again. And we still have our e-mail accounts. So please, don't cry? Because I hate seeing my friends cry and having to soothe them, especially when I feel like crying myself right then as well. And going abroad and having to leave everything behind for 10 months definitely is a reason for me to cry lately. Though I haven't cried yet.
You know, I love you and I will always love you, because you're my best friend and nothing can change that. True friendships even survive distance and time when they cannot be kept as close. And our friendship will survive because it already survived other things.
I love you. And I will miss you. But now I'm still here and I plan on enjoying the time I have left as good as possible. I love you. Wo ai ni. Ai____eru. Saranghae. Je t'aime. Te amo. Ich liebe dich. Vergiss das nie.