I know that no one will read this, as usual, but I just wanted to write that I'm dying my hair right now. It's pink, because it's the wish of a very good friend of mine and because of hide. Do you know him? He was the Japanese guitar god and his hair was pink, too. He's dead for nearly 15 years yet and I didn't even know him when he was alive, but I love him and his music. His best friend Yoshiki called him "Pink Spider" because of his hair. I think my hair color will be some kind of memorial.

But besides that, I'm feeling terrible. I feel like a bird in a cage. I could scream, but no one would hear it. Sorry, I'm very depressed at the moment...
That's the reason why I don't update at the moment. And the second thing is that I have to lots and lots for school. -.-*

The weekend it's the birthday of a friend and I will see my beloved Ruki. I really, really miss him. And I know that I will miss him even more after this weekend because I will have to go on sunday.

The only thing that makes me happy these days is music. Mostly it's JRock from bands like LM.C and D=OUT. And a very special song from Abingdon Boys School.

That's the link to the song I've been listening to about 30 times this day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GUucLEOsAO8&feature=endscreen&NR=1

Hm... I guess that's all. Enjoy your days! I hope you feel better than I do~

Rei.