Why do when things are going right, another problem would come?

I believe everything has reason... But sometimes I just wanted to ask why it's too much. I never wished for a perfect life to live. I didn't even wanted those  materials.. I just wanted to be happy in any way. Everyday I try to appreciate things that come to my life... I was thankful of having a happy family. Having atleast one friend... It wasn't particularly one but I believe she's the only one that I was sure wouldn't leave me. Although she can't appreciate  me sometimes. There are many things I could be thankful of. And there are many things I wanted to ask.

Friendship is one thing I treasure most. I wasn't that cheerful and friendly sweet girl in the class.

I was that complete opposite of it. I was so quiet and that I could really bore you. I wasn't friendly because people even see me as a snob. I don't know why I don't even have a crowd of friends. I only have one to three. Despite of it, I was thankful that I wasn't bullied or something like that. I was  thankful I have atleat three of them.

I don't want to see someone angry at me. Everyone probably don't want. But I really treasure friendships and that even though they would do horrible things on me, I would choose to forgive them.

Just as then what my classmate has said the earlier, "Things can be replaced easily but not your friends."

And that has given proof for my beliefs. But I wouldn't choose to be martyr. But I wouldn't choose to be too sensitive. I would try to see the brighter side of everything that happens.

And the real reason why I wrote this is that one of my friends currently is mad at me. For just a simple reason. I don't even know If I deserve to be part of  her anger. But I respect her decisions. if she chooses her anger over me, then let it be. I just wanted her to know that I treasure her. I won't blame her. But she must not blame me too. I told her the truth.