I do admit ... I dreamt of being kissed by a guy for the first time.

I had this dream two nights ago and I still remember it.

Here's the most unbelievable part: I was kissed by Se Hun 0_0

It was a really... really confusing moment because I remember trying to adjust my hand in his grip and then he intertwined them a bit later. We fell on our sides and (this is the most cheesiest thing I've ever written) I looked in his eyes and he did the same. 

Then he kissed me. And I woke up.

I KNOW! And I've never had my first kiss but I'm still flushing about it because I had a funny feeling in my guts.

I learned in philosophy that you can control dreams, and I partially think it's true because (I feel ashamed saying this) I kissed him back.

Whenever I think about this, I'm like, what the hell just happened to me?

C'mon. I know you guys had those fantasies too. :P