Just last night, I had a dream wherein I’m having a conversation with LuHan from EXO. As I could remember, Lu Han appeared after some couple of scenes I had in the mall and then all of the sudden my mom called me, telling me someone’s looking for me. When I look at the person, I saw Lu Han standing and smiling at me. From that moment, we started our conversation.

                We talked about the concert (Dream Kpop Fantasy Concert) that they had in our country just last Saturday and some random stuff. It was not an interview, it’s just like having a conversation with a friend you know for a long time and that you’re just catching up the times. I even remember asking him how to pronounce Xiumin’s name. I felt then that I was about to wake up, so I need to end the conversation and below were the exact lines that we said to each other before I woke up.

                Me: I think I’m going now.

                Lu Han: Don’t worry, I’ll be waiting here when you get back.

Me: How sure are you? Talking to you right now is just a dream. When I sleep again, you’ll be gone.

After that line, he just smile and wave at me. And then, I woke up.. When I sleep again, he’s not there though the setting of my dream is still the same, just as I expected.

                After the dream, I feel happy because I just had a conversation with LuHan, even though it was just a dream.  Though, I feel gloomy and sad today, why? It’s because at some point, I felt that the conversation, that exact moment when we were having a conversation, sharing laughs with each other felt so REAL. Not just a simple reality, BUT IT IS A REALITY that IS NOT A REALITY. There are times way back before that I dream of celebrities but I’m not alarmed as this one. Those previous dreams where really just dreams that was made by my mind. This one, I’m not sure. I even asked myself a while ago if ever Lu Han had the same dream as mine.

                Until now, I’m still confuse if what I had was really just a dream or it’s the same as the quote that I remember from an article in Reader’s Digest wherein the souls of some people meet when they dream. Wherein it may look real, but it’s not real. Again, I’m confused. A part of me saying it’s not real while a part says that it is.

                I’m not really an Exotic but I do like Exo. I’m not a LuHan bias but I do like LuHan. I just wrote this blog not because I feel writing it or to let the people read this blogpost. I’m just confused, bothered and I feel like blogging it.