Apply for Blossom: Helen Rebecca Yang

我爱你，我需要你
{ Helen Rebecca Yang}

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안녕하세요/你好—
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→ Nickname ; Daya
→ Activity Rate ; 9

one of a kind—
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→ Name ; Helen Rebecca Yang
→ Nicknames ; Bud because when she dances, she's like a bud blossoming into a flower. "The Female Jongin" because she's a great dancer and is very shy.
→ Age ; 19

→ Birthdate ; 27 || 12 || 1993

→ Birthplace ; California in the USA

→ Hometown ; San Francisco

→ Ethnicity ; Chinese-American

→ Languages ; English,Korean,Chinese

dazzling girl—
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→ Ulzzang ; Aoyagi Fumiko
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→ Backup Ulzzang ; No Mi Kyung
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→ Style ; Helen's style is elegant,romantic,and a bit vintage. She's the kind of girl that wants to look good but also comfortable at the same time and doesn't want to flaunt herself. Her clothes usually consist of flowing skirts and sun dresses in the spring and summer. In the winter and fall, she likes to wear warm scarfs, long rain coats,and soft colored cardigans.

Other: Helen has a tattoo of the word lin lau hia (self-esteem) in traditional hokkien on her foot. She is 171 cm tall.

Casual~
1/2/3/4/5

Formal~
1/2/3/4/5

Dorms~

1/2/3/4

Airport~
1/2/3/4/5

→ Others ; Nope!

I'm unbreakable—
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→ Personality ;

Bad: Helen is the poster girl for shy females around the world. She let's her shyness get the best of her, causing Helen to isolate herself from the outer world and never being able to comunicate with others. Helen doesn't talk a lot because she always has to repeat herself to others from her soft-spoken voice. She is like a mouse, quiet and sqeauky and taking the image of someone weak. Furthermore, Helen is not very strong-willed when it comes to anything but her dancing. She will not fight for her rights, her opinions, or anything that she will care about and will just take someone's thoughts and accept them. She also has a blushing problem and she was made fun of it all her life along with her stuttering,causing her to have low-self-esteem.She lets people walk all over her sometimes and she doesn't really say anything about it because she doesn't want to hurt someone's feelings.Helen can't express herself so she will just bottle up her feelings until one day, she'll explode.

Good: However, Helen never holds grudges against anyone no matter how badly they treated her.She believes that people make mistakes and that you should never remember things that are no use holding on to.Helen is a kind-hearted soul with no thoughts of fighting people;She is always willing to help and despite knowing that if she protects the victims of bullying, she will be a victim also, she does it anyways because she knows how it feels to be hurt and abused.She is always thinking and taking care of others, always helping disables and fixing food for her group mates.She is very polite, always apologizing for things she thought she did wrong which confuses her Korean friends,and is a good listener when someone needs to talk about something to get it off their chest. The most special thing about her is her smile. Even if it's small and she's having a bad day, it is still kind and warm, always towards anyone good or bad.

Fighter: Helen's passion is dancing. You can see it when she's on stage and that she is serious about becoming a dancing machine and doesn't care what anyone thinks. Dancing has become her life; Watching her mom dance at her concerts and shows had always made her stomach squirm and chanting in her head "I want to be just like her." If Helen doesn't dance, she can't go through life's hardhsips and all the troubles in her life. It is her one and only escape.Despite that she is a person with anxiety and is very sensitive, her dancing is something that makes her strong and never back down on. Helen's offstage personality is a girl with a shy smile and frail form but on stage, she is a fierce dancing princess who ignores the world around her.

→ Background ;

Childhood: Helen was a quiet child. She would play all by herself in class and be alone in her room but t it never mattered to her because she had her mom by her side; Teaching her dance moves and always brining a happy smile to her face. Helen would always say to her mom that she would become a great dancer like she was and her mom would laugh and say "Then let's get you ready!" Her mom was her everything. When Helen was five, her mother got into a car accident that caused her pelvis to fracture causing Helen to become more worried about her mom. However, her mom never frowned and even though she couldn't dance anymore, she was still happy that she was living and gave Helen a view on how to move on in life. Helen's mother died while giving birth to Helen's siter Lilly two years later. Helen nevered blamed her sister nor her mother but she did become depressed and completely isolated herself from the world. She didn't even dance until somone commented about her mother dying and she just broke into tears. When walking home alone that day, she heard music playing inside a building. She walked in and found ballet dancers moving to the music then Helen started to cry again. Helen remembered her mother's dancing and became ashamed of herself for breaking her relationship with dancing. At the age of ten, she started to dance again and she joined a ballet class.However, her father didn't want her to dance because he didn't want to remember the pain of losing his wife.Helen never stopped though and when her sister was five, enough to understand things, she covered for her sister because she knew that dancing was important to her.

Forward: Helen grew up with her single father and little sister in a two story house. Her father was always stressing her about becoming more focused in school instead of dancing and always compared her to her younger sister who was more active and mature. Her father hated the fact that Helen was so shy and timid and always yelled at her when he caught her dancing all the time. In high school, Helen was a straight A student and never got into any clubs.She was known as the shy-sophomore- girl who stood in the back of class and never raised her hand. They always asked if they could copy her homework and she would always nervously nod, pushing her work towards them. It didn't matter though because she would go to ballet practice and focus all her stress and energy there.

→ Likes ;

Cinnamon rolls
- Sweet red-bean soup
- Reading romance Korean comics
- The color indigo
- Watching dance battles
- B-boys
- Soft colored cardigans
- Electronic music
- Hip Pop
- Ballads
- Yoga
- When people call her Bud
- Learning Korean history
- Pop-n-lock dances

→ Dislikes ;

When the nice guy doesn't get the girl in dramas
- Mean people
- Chocolate ice-cream
- Being yelled at constantly
- Not dancing for more than an hour
- Being away from her sister
- Being a slave to fashion
- Gossip
- Affection in public with a person she's not close with
- Procrastination
- When people are not using their inside voices

→ Fears ;

Being a disapointment to her group,friends,and family
Her father never talking to her again
Her sister getting into trouble
That she won't be good enough for the company
Losing
Never seeing the full beauty of life
That her stuttering problem will become worse

→ Habits ;

Stuttering
Fiddling with her hands when she's nervous or timid
Blushing in any situation
A poker face when dancing
Puts her hair in a high pony tail when concentrating
Smiling to hide her negative feelings
Clutching onto Tao's hand when nervous

→ Hobbies ;

Dancing
Writing analysis about everyone she meets
Taking long walks at night around Seoul
Swimming
Studying
Fanservice
Pressing Flowers (consists of drying flower petals and leaves in a flower press to flatten and exclude light and moisture.)
Knitting

→ Trivia ;

She is a light sleeper
She is sensitive when it comes to her skin
Talks to younger sister for advice
When she tries to call her dad, he always hangs up the phone on her
Her favorite actresses are Han Ye Seul and Emma Watson
Her ideal type is someone who can take care of her, is kind, tall, and loves music
She sleeps in the oddest places like on the kitchen table and sometimes in her closet
Is close with 2NE1's Minzy
Is close with SHINee's Taemin
She was in a dance battle with Hyuna, Minzy, and Victoria and recieved the most votes from fans
SM & TS chooses her for dance competitions in variety shows
The artist she danced to in her trainee years were Ciara, DBSK,Suju,Destiny's Child,and 2NE1

As a teaser, Helen had to dance in public to the song "Lovers Who Uncover" in front of the company building and people crowded around her in awe.
Feautured in Yongguk and Zelo's video "Never Give Up"
Her role models are Rina Nakasone and her mom
She took ballet for 8 years since she was 10
She admires Tao from Exo-M because of his confidence in his martial arts and talents
She chants these phrase in front of the mirror every morning: "I no longer want to run away"

Yes sir—
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→ Family ;

|| Father || Yang Bi Henry || 42 || Brain Surgeon || When his wife was still alive, he wasn't as distant or cold now and smiled a more.However, when she did, he turned into a total block of ice and gave everyone a colg glare,concentrating on his work and pressuring his daughters. || Before Helen became a trainee, she and her father didn't really have a good relationship. He was stern on her, never said "I love you", and pressured her into getting good grades. Helen loves her dad but it's uncomfortable to be with him. After she became a trainee, he never talked to her again. ||

|| Younger Sister || Yang Sunny Lilly || 15 || High School student || Sunny is a very boyish girl. Her father usaually complained about her acting like a boy but didn't pester her so much about it because she was active and took things more maturely than Helen. Lilly is very kind and more social than Helen, always having time to hang out with people and being the entertainer in school.|| Helen and Lily always have each other's back. Lilly has always supported Helen in her dancing because she wanted her sister to follow her dreams like their mom. When Helen needs someone to talk to, Lily is always there for her on speed dial.||

→ Best friend ; Format

: || Kikwang || 21 || Main dancer of B2ST || Kikwang is a very caring and silly guy. He likes to eat and he loves to dance just as much as Helen. || On Inkigayo || Many people don't know about Helen and Kikwang's friendship except B2ST and Blossom. Kikwang and Helen are always together in secret because they do things that other best friends don't;Helen always hugs him every second without reason and Kikwang likes to hold her hand when he feels lonely or bored. They call each other all the time to talk about anything such as fans, food, and dancing like crunk. Kikwang likes that Helen is fun to talk to and Helen likes Kikwang's dancing. ||

→ Friends ;

Taemin || 18 || Main dancer of SHINee || Taemin is very playful and a great dancer. He always has a bright smile, making all his noona's faint and is very kind. || Helen and Taemin are hip-to-hip whenever Kikwang is not around. Taemin likes to watch Helen practice with her choreographers and always compliments her on her dancing. Helen likes to cheer for Taemin at concerts or backstage and she always smiles warmly when he gives the camera their friendship sign on TV. Taemin cares a lot about Helen and even though she's his noona, he still protects her like a older brother ||

Sulli || 18 || Visual of f(x) || Sulli is very friendly and kind, always excited to meet others and is playful with her oppas and unni's at SM entertainment. SHe doesn't let her looks get to her is very considerate of others feelings. || Sulli and Helen are like sisters. They go out to eat when they have free time, have dance battles together in one another's practice rooms, take selcas together, and tell each other secrets. Helen appreciates Sulli not being the gossip type and Sulli likes Helen's calm demeanor, and she always gets the feeling that she can be herself with Helen||

Lay || 21 || Main dancer of Exo-M || Lay is very kind and gentle. Always giving his fans attention and thinking of others in their time of need.Lay is a role model of someone who follows their dreams and can still be kind || Helen and Lay are pretty close with each other. Helen likes Lay's cooking and when Exo-M comes to Seoul, he always ask her to make dinner. Sense Helen is so sweet and kind and his favorite girl main dancer, Lay doesn't have to take care of others because Helen is willingly to take care of him. Furthermore, they talk about what music they like and tell each other's problems.||

→ Enemy ; .

|| Nicole || 21 || Main dancer of KARA || Nicole finds it frustrating how Helen's offstage and onstage personality are different and is kind of jealous about it. Helen hates the fact that Nicole likes Twilight but still like Harry Potter.When Nicole hears Helen's name comes up, her face scrunches up. ||

Stardom—
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→ Trainee History ;

Helen became a trainee from auditioning in 2009 in the SM Global Audition in her hometown. She was very hesitant to audition because of her father's trauma about dancing and her planned future about moving away and becoming a dancer. However, her sister,Lilly convinced her to go despite her father and Helen did. When she was accepted, her father practically kicked her out and said that he would never speak to her again. Lilly sent money from her savings account for Helen to get to South Korea,and Helen cried then thanked her sister.

The first year of being a trainee was difficult for Helen. Sense she was a fantastic dancer, Korean trainees like Tao and always made her explain herself though she couldn't because she wasl alliterate in Korean language. It wasn't until Helen's second year that she met Taemin who protected her from some older Korean female trainees and told them to leave her alone. Taemin became her closest friend there, along with Kai,Lay,and Tao and it seemed like her trainee years weren't going to be so bad.Helen learned how to play the guitar from Yixing during her trainee years and learned to sing by watching other Exo members. The song that got her debuted was Eat You Up by BoA.

→ Trainee Years ; 3
→ Stage Name ; Hina
→ Position ;
Main Rapper/Lead Dancer/Vocal {Taken by me}
Main Vocal/Dancer
Main Dancer/Vocal/Rapper
Lead Vocal/Dancer
→ Fanclub Name ; H.U.F (Hina's Unique Flowers)
→ Fanclub Color ; Pale Turqoise
→ Persona ; The Blooming Bud
→ Position ; Lead Vocal/Dancer
→ Concept Power ; Kinetic Absorption:Ability to absorb forms of kinetic energy into oneself and utilize it in some way, such as by converting it into physical strength or using it to power energy blasts. Symbol

→ Talents ;

Dancing

Hitting high notes/Singing

Playing the guitar

사랑 해요/我爱你— ❥
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→ Love Interest's Name ; Huang Zi Tao
→ Age ; 18 years old

→ Personality ; Tao is just like Helen but more confident. He is sensitive but not afraid to show how he really feels and will cry at anytime. He has very strong emotions, especially when his feelings get hurt and he will protect his geges/hyungs at any time. However, Tao is a very kind boyl and can be shy at first but he will be very playful and lovable around his friends.Tao has a big heart and cares about everyone despite his appearance. He doesn't want people to become intimidated by him (the bags under his eyes and tall form) so that's why he is always nice to people.
→ How you met/meet ;

Helen and Tao met in the beginning of Tao's trainee year and he was getting bullied by Korean trainees. Helen had witnessed this many times before but always felt like nothing would happen if she did anything. When she had witnessed one of the male Korean trainees push Tao up against the wall and laugh, she felt her heart ache when she seen tears sprout in Tao's eyes. The guys left while calling him names with Tao just sitting there. Helen gathered enough courage to run over there and tell him to hold on while she went to go get tissues. Tao was surprised because she was one of the best trainee dancers at SM and seemed like she didn't care about anything. When Helen came back, she gave an arm-full of tissue while blushing which caused Tao to laugh.He thanked her and they became friends after that.

→ How do you act around one another? ; One-sided love-

Helen's eyes always hold admiration for Tao every time she sees him. Her heart beat quickens and she immediately blushes every time he talks to her. Helen takes care of Tao the most when he's injured and tries to make him laugh or feel better by cooking him western food and doing aegyo just for him. Tao treats her like a little sister and always guides her like he's her rock and always tells her that he cherishes her.

→ Backup Love Interest's Name ; Kim Him Chan

→ Age ; 22
→ Personality ; Himchan is a hyper but gentle person. He is always making derpy faces at cameras and the members, also he is very caring about what his hyungs are doing. The only time he is negative is when he gets jealous of Bang and Zelo's skinship moments. Besides that, Himchan is a very silly person who loves to shop and likes to learn new things .Himchan is intelligent, being succesful in piano and violin;Him being the visual, he seems to be the center of attention from his exciting personality and the playful aura that he brings.
→ How you met/meet ; Himchan and Helen met when TS was shooting for Bang and Zelo's "Never Give Up" video.Helen was smiling and giggling at Zelo's jokes, causing Himchan to become jealous until he did something so idiotic to impress her. He made a back flip off the teacher's desk used in the video and landed on three student desk, causing him to be in-and-out of consciousness. Helen ran to him quickly and inspected his injuries but Himchan just kept mumbling his name and how pretty she was.Helen laughed at his foolishness and they became friends after that.
→ How do you act around one another? ; One-sided love

Himchan has the biggest crush on Helen. You know how boys tease girls to get their attention because they like them? Well, that's what Himchan does. He always makes fun of her long hair, always threatening to cut it off and is constantly asking for piggy back rides from her.Furthermore, he always shows up at her practices and comments on what she does wrong and flicks her in the forehead when she doesn't get something. However, Himchan admires her dancing, always fawning over her about how she lookes "so beautiful when she twirls" and loves to see her smile.He likes her motherly aura and that she's so kind to everyone she meets. Helen doesn't know that Himchan is crushing on her but she appreciates his presence near her because he always makes her feel like she's not alone.

Bye Bye—
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→ Comments/Complaints ; Nope!

→ Suggestions ; The song " I'll Be There" by Spica?
→ Scene Requests ; Anything that you can use from my Trivia section and use this video of Rino Nakasone as a teaser
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