First, while trying to construct coherent sentence to portray my feelings i’m currently in legit tears right now.
HOW can you people be so inconsiderate? or probably inconsiderate is an understatement? maybe. maybe not people, but fans to be exact.

You fans present there practically shoved Kim Jongin into a wall till he couldn’t stand on his own two legs! How serious do you think that is? Can you even imagine the amount it must be hurting that little kid? You can’t, but he is experiencing the real pain okay! 
Do you think its a small matter cos he just, fell? no its NOT cos he is already well known for his waist injury and its gonna effin hurt him during rehearsal & performance later on. Do you think he could even rest in peace for a single moment without wincing in pain? Do you think the rest of the members could even be in peace all the time?  

He is the boy with the dream and burden on both his shoulders. Please don’t burden that kid anymore. He is merely 20 (19) this year! For god’s sake don’t make him end up being like a 70 y/o grandfather with arthritis. 

I know as fans we love them like nobody’s business. I know that we would want to meet them as often and near as possible. Its a lifetime dream come true for many. I know and i totally understand that part. BUT that does not ALLOW you to be inconsiderate okay. :(

They are not toys to be grabbed; behind the title “Idols” they are mere humans like us who would very much appreciate some personal space and some clean air to breathe. Despite the obstacles, they repeatedly face at ever-congested airports  these kids always wish for the welfare and well-being of their fans. Why can’t be do the same for them T__T 

This boy, Kim Jongin @ Kai is still young. His dream has, had always been about dancing cos the stage is where he belongs! And he will need a fit waist and body to be able to perform. please lets not hurt him anymore :(( Lets be considerate and support him in other alternate ways. :((  

This may be my ramblings regarding Kim Jongin cos he is a baby behind his cold face with gentle heart and adorable reactions - but this is also the result of my frustration when Luhan fell at the airport. Well i do not plan to begin rambling about Luhan atm, but just let me state that this baby has one of the kindest heart. He is one of the most considerate and ever helpful souls i’ve ever known T____T 

He protected Yixing and help onto his waist recently at the airport on the way back to Korea from Jiangsu, he protected Yixing during happy camp punishment time cos he is very much aware of Yixing’s health situation, he went to check out Yixing when his waist was hurting during their rehearsal for some perf at China (sorry can’t remember which one but was in Oct if not mistaken) He has been always there to check out and protect the members despite his childish,cute and recently-too-often-occurring retarded like behaviour. He was there to lend Jongin a shoulder at the airport on the way back from MAMA. He, who looks out after everyone  ends up falling on his knees? NO i’m not gonna blame any of the members for NOT HELPING cos seeing it was crowded even worse that a pack of sardines, they couldn’t even move backwards an inch to check out on him. I was just hurt that the FANS didn’t even give his space to walk in peace or to be able to look where he was going. 

And Chanyeol slamming his puppy face into the sliding door? and embarrassing himself?  do we need anymore relate-able occurrence? Or do you fans have anyone else in mind as the next ‘victim’? 

Please, just let this thing stop okay. please. Do, go to the airport to support them, i’m sure they pretty much appreciate you presence, dedication and love despite hoping for some personal time and space; but instead of crowding and pushing them, lets just line up like civilized beings and let them pass by/walk through in peace without having to sham their beautiful faces or body into the next solid object. okay ? :) 

ATTN: I”M VERY PROUD OF BYUN BAEKHYUN FOR STANDING BY KIM JONGIN AND HOLDING ONTO HIM DESPITE HIS PETITE FIGURE compared to Jongin. I’m PROUD OF ALL EXO MEMBERS for the attention they gave to Jongin T___T I’m happy he has his hyung’s by his side T___T yes, you people officially made cute, adorable, puppy face Byun Baekhyun show a sour grape face! 

*feeling so much better now * 
p/s: if this was an exam essay, think i’d get an A+ ? cos i think its a yes XD 

Originally posted at my Tumblr : 
http://intomyworldaktf.tumblr.com/post/40840458488/jongin-kais-injury-my-frustrations-ramblings