Ahaha, I have so many idea but I feel like they're all crap. They feel so unoriginal and done before it hurts my heart, i just don't want to be called a bad wirter lol. I don't care if I don't get called good I just don't want to be called bad... does that even make sense?

Everything I write is so... mushy... and I like mushy but I dunno if anyone else will like my mushy orz I'm a stupid person.

I guess I should just try, huh? Try and not be so afraid of people lol I used to write fanfic (anime not kpop) all the time before, never afraid of what ppl thought then, but I think because the 'characters' I use are actually real people (not even a character played by an actor, actual real people) I feel awkward writing about them to show others.

Aish, I feel like the people writing are the bravest people in the world. Iw ould never be able to write , even if  I wanted to... it would just be awkward orz Please tell me someone has felt the same one or twice?

God I make no sense, I'll just post something and see if hell freezes over... be kind to me, please ;_;