What I'm feeling right now

I feel the tears burning in my eyes; my throat feels like it's on fire; but I can't let the tears out. Not yet. Not until the door is closed and I'm within the safety of my room.
My dad won't let me go to Montreal. He just flat out said it. I can't go. If you don't know how important this is to me, then compare it to watching your most beloved person dying right in front of your eyes. Watch the life drain out of him/her and you'll know what I'm feeling right now.

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im-so-curious
#1
Aww I'm crying with you! I know the feeling! I really hope you can persuade your dad, you deserve it <3
eunhaeaddictor
#2
What the heck?! Be patient chingoo. There must be somewhere else better for you. Your father wants the best for you. But seriously? Without any explanation? Ughh. Nevermind. Don't be so upset,neh? Hwaiting! You can do this! :)
ButterflyShida #3
I feel sorry you... T_T Just cry to relieve your pain...
leesica
#4
Trust your father, chingu. There are reasons behind everything.
ju_huggable
#5
OMG!! I don't know why you need to go to Montreal, but after your example, I feel so sad! T.T
another-summer
#6
awww no :( Dissapointment , chingu :(
just let it all out, cry as much as you have to
i guess the flat rejection hurt a lot more than an explanation :/
Don't worry, chingu, hwaiting!
YutaNO
#7
why did you want to go to montreal? >.< I feel your pain ;-;
charmallama
#8
awww.... parents always want the best for their children but they often don't like to admit their own insecurities so they come off as rude and unreasonable. Sit him down and weasel the absolute truth out of him and then go. Or impress him by making a power-point explaining valid arguments and your own feelings towards how important it is. :D /lol i know i'm lame and goignt o be bricked/
popgirl345543
#9
It must be hard. :( did you try asking him for a reason? I think if you've worked that hard, you deserve one. And be better flipping be good.
(in all honesty, I feel like hes just afraid to just have you leave home)
hikio-chan #10
WHAT?!?!
Why?!?!!?!
fried-chicken
#11
that's so sad

are you sure you can't go? TT_______TT
tasminaontop #12
What's happening in Montreal and why won't he let you go?
dddddd6
#13
that's pretty sad....