Oh jeez.....so. There's this guy in my Japanese class who's really awesome and it super easy to get along with. He's really fun and is a pretty good friend of mine even though we don't hang out outside of school. 

And today, I had a realization. 

I think I like him. Like...really like him. 

After my past boyfriends which didn't end well at all, I told myself I did NOT want to have a boyfriend in school or have a crush on anyone. At all. I don't want to like someone because I'm scared. 

But what do I do? This feeling is not going away and he really is a great guy. I'm at a total loss. I don't even think he likes me back. I hate that he sits behind me in class and always wants to talk to me....

(That and I feel like I'd be cheating on my KPop bias....)

>,>

I don't know what to do. 

/lost.