I want to go to BAP's first concert in Seoul, but I'm afraid of traveling alone and I'm pretty sure my mom won't let me travel alone despite me being an adult already~ I still practically act and live like a kid  x___x

Also, there's the money issue again~ sigh~ It's so hard being a foreign fan~  Maybe I'll try harder if they come to Manila.  Though that would still mean I would have to travel again from Cebu but hey, at least it would still be within my country ^^;;

Or maybe I'll just buy their concert DVD... if nobody uploads it on youtube XD  or maybe there'll be a torrent file for it soon...

Sigh~ I feel so frustrated @_@  I haven't even really start studying~ I just read randomly at whatever page I open my reviewer~ Oh and I'm just using my Carl E. Balita reviewer that was a 2008 edition.  I know this wouldn't be the best for NCLEX stuff but I just really need to refresh my brain with nursing itself you know? 

So far I've only read... the Leopold's Manuever, the different types of defense mechanism, the NON-REM and REM sleep... a glance at the basic measurement conversation... yeah, I reacquainted myself that 1 cup is 240 mL and 15 mL is 1 tablespoon, and 4-5 mL is 1 teaspoon and that's just about it... OMIGOSH~ I STILL HAVE A LOT TO FREAKING STUDY ABOUT~!!!

It's just that I sitll have my headache today.  It had lessened but it's still there.  I'm not even in the mood to study to begin with and this is just making me not want to study at all~ Yup, I've completely wasted my 2 days off which I could have studied.

At least I know I had enough rest for my work tomorrow because my quota will be increased tomorrow.  I wish I could do my work fast tomorrow, so I could get home earlier and have more time to study.  I swear I'll study a lot more tomorrow no matter how tired I will be from work @_@ 

Hwaiting to myself~!