And so Ana strikes again...

So pretty soon I may be heading back to the one place that I hate more than anything...the hospital.

I haven't eaten a 'normal' sized meal since before my birthday, which was almost a month ago,

And I've started going for 3/4 days at a time without eating much at all, if anything...again.

I had a weigh-in, and I'm coming in at less than 118lbs.

According to the doctors, my healthy weight for my age and height should be at least 140lbs.

this , I can't even think straight anymore and it's driving me insane.

I thought I was getting over it, but over 3 years down the line, apparently not.

There's not a lot of point to this blog really, I just needed to rant.

I'm still working on updates for those wondering.

When I actually have enough energy to write properly.

This is never going to end, is it?

xox

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candyseo #1
How did I miss this blog? Hope you are doing well and not listening to what Ana says. Fighting! Seriously feel bad not ever seeing this post.
taemspenus #2
You've best before so if you try hard enough you can beat it again! Stay strong! Love you <3 xx
twilight_princess #3
Stay strong, okay~? You've beat it before so you can beat it again. Please just consentrate on yourself, not updates, and I agree everything else the two comments below says, we all love you, okay~? Fighting~! ^^
elecrazy97 #4
You can fight through this, I know you can. It may take three more years until you're better, who knows. But what matters is that you try. I'm proud of you for doing as well as you have. And like amEmeaT said, write only when you want to! please, worry about yourself instead of updates. It can wait, us readers can wait, but your health can't. So hwighting! Get well soon, okay? Try your best! :)
amEmeaT #5
it's okay !! u dont have to write if u dont want to *.* & if writing makes u comfortable do it more often ^__^
i hope u get better & we are all with you , fighting !! i really really do hope u'll get over this soon , and it IS going to end just keep faith in yourself and dont let ur insecurities win over you , cuz ur stronger than that <3 we all LOVE you okay?
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