Hello everybody.

It's been a long while since I made a blog post, and even now I'm not sure I should be asking this yet but at the same time if I don't do this now I'm not sure I ever will.

Ever since I heard of Jonghyun's passing it's like the whole world has come to a stop. Or perhaps it's more the world is still moving and I'm simply standing still watching it go around and around because there are lead weights on my feet and I no longer know which direction to even try walking in.

The loss of such a beautiful soul has left a wound that will probably never truly heal. But I have to try.

My writing of course, has suffered the most in the last few weeks. I sometimes feel like I'm running out of words. Or maybe running out of time, but that's probably just fear talking. I'm trying to get started with it again though, and even though I know I write mostly EXO/TaeKai fics these days I still have one question-

What do I do with my SHINee fics? Especially the ones that are unfinished.

I only made them public again a few weeks ago but now I'm not sure where to go from here. Do I delete them? Do I continue with them? I have no idea, which is why I need your help in making a decision. Anybody who has been with me for a while will have seen the kind of content in my chaptered stories so I'm asking you all now.

Should I continue them when I feel able to do so?

Or

Should I discontinue them completely?

I'm not one for giving up on things, and I don't want to just erase Jonghyun, but I also don't want to be seen as disrespectful towards him, either.

HELP! Please comment with your opinions, but be nice! I'm sorry if this seems too soon, but I have to at least start thinking about where to go from here.

I hope that despite what has happened, the Christmas season has been a source of comfort and love for you all.

- Ree ♡♡