Sorry everyone, I know my updates have definitely not been regular lately. That's because I've been suffering pretty badly from my anorexia lately, but don't worry, I'm not one of those super thin anorexics, I'm average weight. I just have image problems and I know it.

I haven't been eating well lately, because I got quite sick and now when I try to eat I feel worse. I'm trying to get back on track, but it's pretty hard. I'll keep trying my best to update, I've written half a chapter for all of my fics so they should be done soon.

Yesterday I could hardly eat, and today I had an up and go (like a little carton of chocolate milk) and now I feel worse haha. Like my stomach ate iself, it .

Well, just wanted to let you guys know what's going on, and to apologize for not updating as much as I should. I'm praying I don't lose subs for this, I worked hard to earn them.

Hopefully I can recover, I hate being an anorexic because I feel so insecure, but I feel like if I don't lose at least 2kg I will be depressed. I don't want to lose much, I just don't want to look so out of place around my tiny friends. Stupid, I know, but that's me.

as always,

ily xx