I hate those days at the end of break, because you feel the stupid impending horror of school, and you have nervous breakdowns, and you overdose on chocolate and begin spinning around in your computer chair mumbling nonsensical things to yourself, because really, that seems to be the most sane thing to do.

Like, school as ed me up so bad that I can't even go a day without thinking about it. I can be having the time of my ing life watching some stupid variety show I've watched a million times before, and then bam haha, guess who needs to do their stupid Acadec hw~

I mean seriously, it's freaking Academic Decathlon. None of my other classes assigned homework; only this useless one that doesn't even affect my GPA.

And I'm not even on the team anymore, but I still have to stay until 5 PM every single day and do those obnoxiously long homework packets in stupid 5 px font and take two consecutive tests about I don't even know every. single. day. Even on weekends. Even on break for godsakes. I mean, I'm starting to look like living death not because of my other classes, but because of this extracurricular activity.

What is life. 

And here I am, sitting in front of my computer, staring at my Acadec homework (WHICH the teacher assigned online), deciding whether to shoot myself or drown myself in the shower. Goodness sakes, we take tests AT HOME. Are. You. Serious.

And he insists we send the answers to him daily so he can correct.

Hahahahahahahaha, I'm doing the tests from Thursday and Friday today.

And I haven't even begun doing the homework he assigned. Hahahaha gonna make that up tomorrow.

And this isn't even about procrastination, I mean, it's Winter Break for heaven's sake.

Who the hell takes tests on Winter Break? Especially for something they're not even participating in anymore.

I'm really ready to throw something at the wall and then laugh hysterically while rolling around on the floor with a pack of matches in my hands.

I can't even appreciate Exo properly. Do you know how severe that is.

GOD.