Really, I don't know when this thing began but I don't know myself anymore. I mean, I made my ante feel bad! And just imagine! Just the beginning of the year? What next? Make my mom cry? For pete's sake!

I just don't know why I can't get along with my family the way I get along with my friends.? This is really frustrating.

And that feeling when you can't share anything to anyone because you're afraid they'll backbite you after your little chit chat? T_T

I HATE MY LIFE. 2013, I HATE YOU TOO!

--> can anyone tell me what I need to do with myself? or with my life? I mean, I really need comfort. And I don't think I'd find it anyone in my family. :'((