A long time ago, I had this guy friend whom I was very fond of and he too, i guess, was very fond of myself. So we stick around together and stuff, we do this and that together that people started to mistake us for a couple. So one day this guy confesses his feelings towards me and I was like ', all hell just broke off' in my mind. The only thing I could remember saying was "you're not a boyfriend material so I'm sorry."

Then one day, maybe two years later after he made that biggest mistake of confessing to his best friend, I ultimately found out that he was hitting on this one girl in our class. Honestly, for something like that to happen; I did not expect. I was so sure that he would still be wagging his tail whenever I bat my eyes on him but then, I confirmed that it is not the case anymore.

So one night during summer, we were like texting and stuff (it was sort of our closer and that kind of thingy...) I, yuiko_rj96, found out that I too, was maybe, even if just the tiny bit, in love with him at the very first place. I just really want to say how stupid it was for me not to say anything. I mean, I literally did not say anything to him right after his 'big' confession so maybe, it came to him that he didn't have a chance.

Bottomline is, girls, whether you like a freakin guy or not, tell it to him directly. Straightforward. Not half-assed nor half-heartedly. Just try and tell him. Don't waste your time by making sure. Because 'making sure' of what you really feel is just an excuse to keep him to yourself without commitment. That is what I think about it.

But anyways, it is just me and my lowlife experiences. Also there is no harm in sharing, right?