I wish to share my story on how I first met DBSK, 5-6 years ago. At that time I was an 8th grader/ 9th grader and I had emotional problems, mostly on my health and bullying because of my health. Then I never knew what kpop was, yes I listened to some J-Pop songs but it was just theme songs from animes. 

 

One time the summer before I entered high school, I was scared, I was bullied in middle school and I had not many friends, my self esteem was bad and still is kinda. But I day I just had enough, I was thinking negative things but I decided to read an Anime magazine I had, and always I would skip the music section but not this time, I looked at the chart and a name popped out at me... Tohoshinki .. With Their Japanese single 'Beautiful You' the picture was small but It caught my eye so I looked them up on YouTube, clicked on 'Raising Sun - Korean version' and laid my head down too depressed to look at the video but once I heard Their voices especially Jaejoong's , I felt some sudden strength in me, and I watched the video, I didn't understand Korean but I felt like I could feel the power in the song, the way they danced it mesmerized me. 

 

That's when I fell for all five of them. Even though I mixed Hero and Xiah up keke but since that day I wasn't afraid anymore, I went it school I was fine, and every time I would get sick I would listen to their songs and tell myself it will be ok. DBSK had saved me all those years ago,  and in 2009 with the lawsuit, it hurt but I knew and believed that one day they'll come back. I don't care who says other wise but I would always believe in them. And if I ever meet them in person... All I want to do is say thank you. Thank you for saving me with your voices. 

 

Thats why for me, DBSK is always Junsu, Yoochun, Jaejoong, Changmin and Yunho. 

 

 

As for being a YunJae shipper haha at the beginning I was in denial, saying they're just friends, they're not gay, i would get mad at my friends who would point at them saying they are gay. But after reading a couple fanfics and really looking at YunJae pictures I notice how they looked at each other differently and the videos and I'm convinced myself they are and are we're made for each other. There's something there between them that is special and different. Fate has brought them together.