Thoughts are distracting

Thoughts can be depresing

Thoughts are bothersome

Thinkg of some thoughts lead to other thoughts....

There are some day I just wanna lay in my bed and do nothing but sleep or stare at the ceiling.

To be trapped in a never ending story of depressing thoughts and the occasional happy one....

Is sad that in my brain, a happy thought comes evey 20 bad thoughts...

I wish that i could stop my own brain of thinking at some moments.

Then my life would be easier.

I was having a good day, until i recieved a phone call..... it wasnt anything that would throw me into chaos within my mind..

It was a kind of phone call would ruin my day and many days after that... 

From the phone call, I heard many words...

Words that hurt....

And now the only thought that swim in my head is "WHY?" .......

just ignore this post...i just wanted to write something and let it off my head for a bit...